NAUSEA

This has got to be the worst part of this whole experience. I cannot even think about food without dry heaving. A friend of mine invited me over for dinner in a few nights, and I remember thinking "Whatever it is, please do not make squash (lurch)...anything but (lurch) squash!" Well guess what? We are having butternut squash and beet soup! Oh boy! With Pumpkin pie for dessert. Had this been any other time in my life, I would have happily gorged on said vittles, but two vareities of squash at one sitting is almost more than I can take right now.

And she is such a good cook too. HRMPH! MORNING SICKNESS GO AWAY!!!

I also am having issues not telling people that I am pregnant. I had no clue I would feel a certain amount of fear in telling people. I mean, this is a major life-changing event. Once you have that baby, things are never the same. I suppose it does not help that most of my friends are not at a point in their lives that they are even thinking about having children. So what do I do? Will those friendships survive the test of parenthood? I really hope so. I have only told those folks closest to me. I don't want to be the froo froo soccer mom that we all make fun of. I want to be the cool mom that still has a life outside of her chilluns. Sigh. That is all.